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Periapsis: Cosmic Cocoons in Contrary Motion

by Megan Cox

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Italian: Apri le luci e mira Il mio costante affetto Per te il mio cor sospira E non l'intendi ancor E in tacita favella Co' soli miei sospiri Ti scopro, oh Dio, la bella Fiamma che m'arde il cor English translation: Open your eyes, and see My constant affection For you my heart sighs Yet you still are unaware In a silent speech, With only my sighs I find you, oh God, The beautiful flame That burns in my heart
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Beyoncé 02:15
Dear Beyoncé, Sometimes I feel aloneth, And thy music comforteth. Do you ever think that you're like everybody else? Just another human farting around this damned world? 'Cause I can identify with that feeling. Yours.
3.
When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see, For all the day they view things unrespected; But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee, And darkly bright, are bright in dark directed. Then thou, whose shadow shadows doth make bright, How would thy shadow’s form form happy show To the clear day with thy much clearer light, When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so! How would, I say, mine eyes be blessed made By looking on thee in the living day, When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay! All days are nights to see till I see thee, And nights bright days when dreams do show thee me.
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A woman’s face with nature’s own hand painted Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion; A woman’s gentle heart, but not acquainted With shifting change as is false women’s fashion; An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling, Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth; A man in hue, all hues in his controlling, Which steals men’s eyes and women’s souls amazeth. And for a woman wert thou first created, Till nature as she wrought thee fell a-doting, And by addition me of thee defeated By adding one thing to my purpose nothing. But since she pricked thee out for women's pleasure, Mine be thy love and thy love’s use their treasure.
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For shame deny that thou bear'st love to any, Who for thyself art so unprovident. Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many, But that thou none lovest is most evident; For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire. Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate Which to repair should be thy chief desire. O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind! Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love? Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind, Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove: Make thee another self, for love of me, That beauty still may live in thine or thee.
6.
Dear Celine Dion, When you sing about love Do you ever think, what is love? Dear Mariah Carey, If I can't rely on my body Can I trust mine own pertheption? Dear Whitney Houston, Doest the soul remain after the body dies? Does it?
7.
Pluto 04:31
Jupiter, bad June You know my arms ache And I've organized my face Sweet sun sister, moon Seasons have shown How your providence takes shape My little eye shadow Bruised by the moon's paddle Lipstick eyeliner replaced Charon, the fog lifted Messenger dwarfism Let's leave evidence to rest Pluto, silly goose Why did you hide Behind covenants of shame? Smooth and splendid abuse Won't you tell me How to deal with my own? Sworn by Persephone How melancholy She waits forever in your kiss Loneliest passageway Orbiting cast-away Beat your beauty at your breast Don't surprise me You monster, you mastery Make your very last request
8.
Saturn 03:42
Melancholy creature Paranoid secret Hypothetic victim of prediction I'll consume the child that trails me The youngest of children A cannibal addiction Innocent victim Bite mark, body part When in secret siege we eat them Tell me I'm evil A Capricorn creature A chemical addiction first incision Take this body bloodshed for you Tell me I'm evil Invisible people Continual affection for my action Vampire creature first born seeker Ah ah ah, now Tell me I'm evil Tell me I'm not the name of love Tell me I'm evil Tell me I'm not the face of god Where there's joy I bring you trespass Where there's light I bring you darkness Where there's health I bring affliction Where there's hope I bring misfortune
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Mercury 05:02
And all that I've known to be of life And I am gentle You ran off with it all And I am faithful And all that I felt within my arms And I am weightless You ran off with it all And I am speechless And all that I've said to get it right And I am confident You ran off with it all And I am steadfast And all that I thought to be precise And I am consequence You ran off with it all And I am sorry And I am sorry And all that I've known to be at peace And I am desperate You ran off with it all And I am restless And all that I've known to be of love And I am gentle You ran off with it all And I am desperate And all that I dream Where do you run, where do you run to? And I'm evidence And all that I dream Where do you run, where do you run to? And I am faithless And all that I dream Where do you run, where do you run to? And now I am messed up And all that I dream Where do you run, where do you run to? Carrier friend, where do you run?
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Do your shoulders long To fold into the arms of your papa Close, strong The missing figure is somewhere within they say But how do we get there? And who's gonna raise us till we find it? If our hearts beat cold, will they skip them? I'll draw the family tree Right side up so ancestors rise with me All being, a new growth lineage carrying The scars of our fathers By branching upon them growth beyond them In the masculine sacred unfurling
11.
Where are we? What the hell is going on? The dust has only just begun to fall Crop circles in the carpet Sinking, feeling Spin me around again And rub my eyes This can't be happening When busy streets A-mess with people Would stop to hold Their heads heavy Hide and seek Trains and sewing machines All those years They were here first Oily marks appear on walls Where pleasure moments hung Before the takeover The sweeping insensitivity Of this still life Hide and seek Trains and sewing machines (No you won't catch me around here) Blood and tears They were here first Mmm, what'd you say? Mmm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did Mmm, what'd you say? Mmm, that it's all for the best Of course it is Hmm, what'd you say? Hmm, that it's just what we need You decided this What'd you say? Hmm, what did she say? Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth Mid sweet-talk newspaper wood cutouts Speak no feeling, no, I don't believe you You don't care a bit You don't care a bit
12.
Once upon another time Somebody's hands who felt like mine Turned the key and took a drive Was free Highway curved, the sun sank low Buckley on the radio Cigarette was burning slow So breathe Just yellow lines and tire marks Sun-kissed skin and handle bars And where I stood was where I was to be No enemies to call my own No porch light on to pull me home And where I was is beautiful Because I was free Once upon another time Before I knew which life was mine Before I left the child behind me I saw myself in summer nights And stars lit up like candle lights I make my wish but mostly I believed In yellow lines and tire marks Sun-kissed skin and handle bars And where I stood was where I was to be Once upon another time Deciding nothing good in dying So I would just keep on driving Because I was free

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released May 1, 2021

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Megan Cox Johannesburg, South Africa

Megan Cox is a classical and contemporary vocalist and multi-instrumentalist based in Johannesburg, South Africa.

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